Merrill is complete.

UPDATE: I think I'm going to start on making Alistair, Fenris, Sebastian and Anders plushies for myself to stop the pain of not making anything!

All of my labour has finally come to an end. It's been a journey and I've finally made it! I mean, my staff was amazing this morning, before I painted it, and know it's all back to the way it was. I spent most of my afternoon just glue gunning it back from being all like "I'M GOING TO BE ALL FLOPPY!"

Yes. So it looks weird and I sorta like it ^_^

But gosh, I'm actually sad, and I feel like there's still something inside of me that wants to continue with it! Cosplay blues.

I get that after conventions too. =_=" It really upsets me

So, to stop myself from having an emotional break down, I'll be planning a new costume! Or a couple, since I'll be attending a couple of cons next year. 3 perhaps, or more ^_^

I'll definitely be going to May's MCM Expo (as usual) and FushiCon 2012 (I'll be 16 <3) <--- REGARDING THAT! If anyone is 16 or over and they want to accompany me to the FushiCon please comment or send me a note, so I can know that there will be someone to look after me

But, I'm having cosplay block. Like crazy.

I have no idea what to cosplay as. And I now have a thing about not dressing up as something mainstream. Like Haruhi, or Sailor Moon, or Pedo Bear

I just feel like, all the other ones I wanna do, NO ONE WILL RECOGNISE. Or if I wanna do another group cosplay, I won't know until after October. (I hate procrastinating and I like to be organised.) It's like a no go area. I want to be noticed man. I WANT MY PICTURE TAKEN!

I was thinking of redoing Princess Tutu, as I ordered my last one off of Ebay and it failed miserably! So I was considering it. But I want to MAKE something again, rather than just, BUY BUY BUYING things that will miraculously make up the costume. It's a Phoebe thing.

I do like Panty and Stocking. Butttttt I'm not sure I could make it. O_O

Oh! MY HEAD HURTS!

I'm sorry for being such a fussy bitch, but I really really really want to buckle down and plan my next costume and get the funds for it TT_TT NEOMU APAYO!

So your opinions would be very very very much appreciated and probably no one will read this. Let me just sharpen my knife...


I HAVE SERIOUS COSPLAY BLOCK!